In
the ensuing weeks, I read through the book Mike had given me, bought
new study
materials from the bookstore, and forged ahead with my esoteric
studies. Also I went on visiting Mike, who was always pleased to see me
and give me some advice.
At
one point I felt confident enough to began practicing with tarot cards.
I pressed on in my search, looking finally at my personal horoscope
created by an
astrologer.
As
my knowledge increased, I started telling others proudly and
enthusiastically about my new
discovery, trying to convince them of its truth. One can see that by
now I had already become a believer and a convinced follower of the
esoteric path.
Could
I have foreseen that these pursuits would lead me to an existential
crisis, I would have stopped it immediately. But you are no doubt
familiar with the wise
words:
"You go forward not knowing the outcome. Only afterwards, when looking back, you will
know and understand."
The
winter of 1985 passed quickly, followed by a springtime of surprising
developments. One day in April, having nothing special to do, I
decided to ride my bicycle over to visit a young couple named Peter and
Elke who lived on the other side of
town.
I had known them from a chess tournament the year
before. They had already asked me three times to visit them in their flat, but I hadn`t much
desire and didn`t go. Also this time I didn’t expect too much from it, just perhaps a pleasant time with a nice couple.
Although
arriving at their home surprisingly, they gave me a warm welcome.
Over the next several hours, we had a good time eating, drinking,
and conversing about the many things of life. I hadn´t planned any long
discourse on my recent esoteric interests and
experiences, but after a while I found myself speaking
enthusiastically about these things.
Both listened with interest, but their reactions were different. Peter seemed to be quite sceptical and didn’t try
to hide it. But maybe he was polite about it and didn’t wish to be confrontational, he just let it rest without comment.
On the other hand, Elke smiled at me conspiratorially
and said, "Very interesting! Later, I will show you something--something that will be of great interest to you.” Now Peter grinned meaningfully and said, "You will be surprised!" Then we changed the subject.
At eleven
o’clock Peter went to bed because he had to get up early in the morning
to
go to work. Elke and me stayed up. She was a student like me and
could sleep late in the morning. And I had been invited to sleep on the
sofa in the livingroom that night. So the late hour was of
no concern to me.
Elke brought some plates and glasses into the kitchen. When she returned, she smiled at me. And I
smiled back. We both knew that now the time had come for Elke`s demonstration.
Five
minutes later we were sitting side by side at a big table. In front of
us a big sheet of paper
(39 inches square) was fixed squarely to the table. A little
mini-table was placed on top of the paper. It
had a small pencil attached touching the paper.
I stared at it with a feigned sense of detachment, but inside, I was consumed with excitement.
What will happen now?
In
the space of just one hour, I had had an experience that deeply changed
my view of
life. Up until that evening, my life had only taken place in the
normal three dimensions. But now, Elke and I had crossed an invisible
boundary. And I had become witness and part of a contact
with another dimension.What had happened?
Sitting
side by side Elke had asked me: "Could you imagine that it would be
possible to get in
contact with a dead person?" I had raised my brows, "You believe
that it is possible?" She smiled and said enthusiastically, "Yes, it is!
I have already been in contact with my dead uncle several
times."
I was totally astonished. "But how can this be possible?" I asked
curiously. "Well, if you agree I will show you? Do you agree!?" I nodded, "Yes, show me!" She
smiled at me. "I will call him now! If he is there he will answer
through this mini-table." Now she touched it and explained, "It will
move, and the pencil
will write uncle’s answer on the paper."
I became very quiet and then I said, "Does Peter know that you do this?" She grinned, "Yes, he knows. But he does not like it. I always do it alone. So come on, there is no danger to you! You sit and only watch". I said, “Okay! Let’s go!"
I became very quiet and then I said, "Does Peter know that you do this?" She grinned, "Yes, he knows. But he does not like it. I always do it alone. So come on, there is no danger to you! You sit and only watch". I said, “Okay! Let’s go!"
So
she called the name of her uncle three or four times and asked each
time, "Uncle, are you there? Please answer!" And suddenly the mini-table
started to move. Elke
cheered, "Ah, there he is. You see, you see? The mini-table is
moving!"
Indeed,
it really moved! For an hour I was the witness to a chat between Elke
and her "uncle". She asked questions and totally understandable answers
were written on
that big sheet of paper by the table pencil, steered by an invisible
power. I was totally fascinated!
Suddenly, I heard Elke joyfully saying, "Come on, Heiner. Now it is your turn. Ask him a
question!" I was slightly shocked and hesitated for a moment. When I had recovered, I said, "But I don’t know him!"
Elke
didn’t accept that argument. “Uncle, can Heiner ask you a
question?” On the sheet of paper appeared the word “Yes!” And after
some more encouraging words from her I gave myself a push and asked a
question in the room. The table started writing
immediately. And it was a good and logical answer. "You see?" said
Elke with a triumphant smile," he has answered you!"
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